To think maybe something great,
some great healing, great purpose,
mastermind adventure, something to really help
the world because i never strayed,
i mearly rested, curled up, hid,
denyed my majesty, my life was cruel

–Prophet–

It took heights

for me to stay stable

—fuck—

The buzz

White noise

I’ve silenced

—again—

like I had to

to survive,

to stay sane

Lord knows

how I’ve

coped

6 years and then some ~ spiraled around

Thought deep dive in the compound

I used to do this for fun, from memory

Now I run, hide the pain inside

I’ve gained the summary

I could write the reasons why
my Saturn is heavy & I chose
to surrender to gravity
Archers remain everlasting
Stars in Capricorn now
Mars in Scorpio crown

Stole my heart~
thought about getting it back
though I want no part
as I entrust you
in my soul
with my love
you brought me Home

My prayer was so strong
Manifesting abundance came
with this song
to unite the whole
this old soul
my heart is wrapped
in solid gold
reigning blessings from
Skywalks told

You make me
want to apologize
for being myself
and that’s fucked up
Your projection
is something else
You get such pleasure
out of telling me no
Don’t you know
you hurt yourself more
instead of making
us grow

I love me ∞ who I am

The Discovery

Internal Alchemy

What path has led me

Dug the Grapevines

of Vineyard Dreams

Harvest Queen

Rhythmic Wine

of Potency

Soul delicacy

I long to leave

in the Spirit

in the grave

of Time

cycles deep

Some things are out of your control
Like what you dreamt last night
and how that energy flows
Thoughts are as natural
as passing wind~
With guidance
and protection
they then stream in