Neil Young called me 4 times by name

because I called him,

he had 4 missed calls from me–

I told him in my 20’s

I thought he was hot

Come on Ringleader

—It’s your day—

You’re like

why can’t anyone

relate to my Elitism…

Only a small man
would find pleasure
in ignoring you
Intuitively one-up on you
Met your match
Deny that you’re attached
I’m the bigger man
humbled to improve
this past

[Dad suggested it] Me telling Dad

I was crazy like Mom, but different than her

[while walking][driving] Me telling Dad

I hope][wish][pray I am given][gifted][granted

the time here I need to do what I need to do

–I pray I’m given enough time to do

everything I need to do–

Stars and Galaxies labor

Massive service to the Heaven’s Name

Entrusted with the Zodiac’s Way

Hold me and

wrap me around

Tight together

now unbound

Haunted,

I clear my fate

Sparrow,

I kiss the grave