It makes my heart
heavy and my spirit ache
My guts turn and my head race
Trying to justify
why everyone around me shies
Only to me it seems
What have I done that shifted such demean?
What deeds have caused such isolated reams?
Damn I’m keen to subtleties of energy…
Rocket launching waves of mean, mortal greed
I know I seem plagued with desperate inquiry
Though I’m trying to lead a soul of release
Writing to see the side of identity
To reach a life of soul liberty
Figuring out why everyone
runs from me is a mystery

4.20.15