Why Do Some People Know Me And Some Care To Not

It makes my heart
heavy and my spirit ache
My guts turn and my head race
Trying to justify
why everyone around me shies
Only to me it seems
What have I done that shifted such demean?
What deeds have caused such isolated reams?
Damn I’m keen to subtleties of energy…
Rocket launching waves of mean, mortal greed
I know I seem plagued with desperate inquiry
Though I’m trying to lead a soul of release
Writing to see the side of identity
To reach a life of soul liberty
Figuring out why everyone
runs from me is a mystery

4.20.15

If A Poet Screamed Could You Hear?

Like I was sad
no one saw my vision
I half held in contempt my reasons
Didn’t understand why no one held my hand
in meeting my grand illumination within
My dreams are visions and I held ’em so dear
Nothing to fear, though they questioned my sincere
I just wanted to share unbridled and fair
Family and friends, do they see me real now?
Taken years of hard feelings to
rummage the plow

5.12.15