I think my pain stems from
I always want to do better
I think my pain stems from
I always want to do better
Love is blank strike
Love is a jerk nose
It’s just now fading
but do you see
the purple bruise?
I wanted you to want me
but you never did
No matter what I did
I tried to make a family
You always wanted to run from me
Are you happy now you did?
Are we both better off
Can we live?
I never wanted you
She was always right beside
my heart and you knew
I always wanted you to prove
your disloyalty
so I could be free
Thank you for the
opening
I’ve got that vibe story
you don’t have to tell
Warm pain in all
its glory, cold hell
Widely part of the story
Pain, source of it all
Adrenaline pumping
Lover’s hell, comfort, nails
I’ve got that vibe story
you don’t have
to tell
i felt as though i went through hell, i died
every piece of me destroyed
i squirmed and screamed, i couldn’t submit
i admit i thought i was dead
i wanted to die, i thought i had
wtf is going on, wtf, will i ever be the same
who am i what’s this game
never again will i be the same
why is my instinct to reach for comfort
and not be destroyed by my own making
what have i done, what has happened to me
i had betrayed everyone including myself
i experienced an ultimate low, i saw myself
for the nothing i was, i wanted to end it so
bad everything in me was screaming
get me out i am so uncomfortable
i can’t breathe and i don’t know who i am
© Brandyn Aubrey 2015