If I’m Not Now Then I’m Never

This time
I’m going to feel
like the lucky one
As I enjoy
the beauties
of the moment
before all is
swept away
Pardon me
for my passion
I am just breathing
while it’s still in fashion
Sooner than later
comes the ill-casket
I just prefer to conquer
my own escape
If I’m not now
then I’m never
Is there anyone
who relates?