What’s This, Destiny?

The frustration,
anger and tears
of what I’m not
got so blistering
the pain had not
dug the deep before
An overachiever
that’s never good enough
or am I delusional
Well that has been my spot
of resinating 2 worlds inside
Collide they glided,
dead the corresponded
Is anything ever real?
Really is this how life’s
suppose to deal
because I feel
bitter and twisted
as I’ve missed this
call for comfort
I’m crying and want a
reason to believe
my path is destine
What’s this, destiny?