I couldn’t do this without the masculine. Without the masculine present. Thank you for living in my energy field and heart. You know who you are – God knows who you are. Limited by my exposure. Be yourself. It’s too hard to keep up with the Joneses. Thank you Spirit. Help me heal

Some sort of agreement. Brought the fire. It is not fair for my poor little heart. Accustomed to it. If you could protest more. By whatever bullshit he was feeding me. This is not a joke! Vindictive. Angels of armys. “I was defending angels.” The night of the sky special. The knight of the sky special. Highlight of your career

A medium desperate for answers. ‘Breaking up to making up’. Mogul. The first star seed. Compromising position. That kind of love where you can look someone in the eyes, the kind of love that melts. I got. “And I just had to give into it like the pull of the Moon”

May 27th, 2024

[below are unshared {on WordPress} writings from October 6th-13th, 2023]

Cosmopolitan. Missed your opportunity. Gold standard. That complete fire, we need something like that. Flowers mean good luck at a wedding. Leg boat and it’s the last thing standing

Spin dear. Only one for me. The art come on fire. Lodged in you for better or for worse

The Roxanne I was going to be with

Life’s so hard but with you in it it’s not. The way that it might be registered in the bedroom. So lovely so lucky the divine

The moment you are behind with this. Spiritual urges. Quiet smart

She lacks control. I wanted her—the good, the bad, and the ugly. Did you say your name is Charity. Make out for a minute. ‘Cause everything’s a bad boy toy. You helped lodge that out

But we got the proprietary blend. Double edge sword. I say keep the memory alive

I look more triangle tattooed than Orion

Fans having beans spill the fans

I mentally asked – he played the game

Spin dear. Only one for me. The art come on fire. Lodged in you for better or for worse

[A very fun exciting personality] If you can penetrate the wind.

That’s what I click on. Cover on France area of floor has charges. Maintain my management. Ariana Grande on trying again. Jesse Glynne.

Cosmopolitan. Missed your opportunity. Gold standard.

That complete fire, we need something like that.

Flowers mean good luck at a wedding.

Leg boat and it’s the last thing standing.

Patsy Cline. World War 2. Precarious soul. Ask to join.

I’m locked in your soul.

Giving this professional union card.

Jethro. This was their wedding. Energetically pure.

… – outside the … and … of him. Baldo. Stepping up energetically. So sad for sad Man. Get with it. … scheduling into 3 months back to. Sold 3M windows in few weeks. Miscarriages a day.

[Your true friend] And your true enemy.

Susan Sarandon. Widely/wisely in love with their story.

All I have is money—All I have is work ethic. –Man/–Me.

Being at peace and sleeping this long.

Maine Coons in woods – 2 larger – tried to scare. –black and white…[scene]. Out of O, [weed]. Volatile history. Must be good. Idiot not to fuck her. Slow motion picture. Smoking Os in Oregon bar, all chill.

Taken regular pathways never served anybody.

I wanna walk down with you and walk up.

Perfect footage. Strong makes sense if you do.

‘Cause I’m sick and tired of giving up with you. ‘Cause I’m sick and tired of giving up on you. –Man to me.↑

Would you love me, Man. Kerplunk.

Serious action plan—side steppin’.

Both of those would be so … for planting a garden →hands and plant. →hands →rose. Man and onions. Be blasted surgery today. Criminal charges.

A recent best friend for their break up.

Aviator. Good Charlotte. Me made big batch of chili/bread, cheese, sour cream. With sauce and weenies on top in large cast iron. The witch.

Cooked how another showed.

Kaley Cuoco. This isn’t right anymore. Respect for our love. First person to do the gloves. Bill Belichick. 30th stories/stories of animal.

Searching for something—searching for you.

Elle Fanning. Sister wives. Just always busy—just never feel like I get enough time off. –tinting. Run-full of me and stressful. ←all.

Spin dear. Only one for me. The art come on fire.

Lodged in you for better or for worse.

Welcome to Pennsylvania.

I think about you all the time and I dream about you.

Did you have some black blood in it.

Put everything down correctly.

You look like a sex in ___ had a surrogate night. ←? ←Man, what. Completely happy with my purchase.

If it was your last day on earth. Stress and beauty.

We’ll invoke cake just like you.

Tom Holland. But meant to be a torture for my baby mama –you’re doing good –Dog.

The toughest one yet. You really want to go to the ocean.

Side arms until I see you again.

Seeling the equator. Play house. Cramped spot. Sandy hill. Familiarity.

I’ve had my event freezer in the fridge.

I was a late bloomer.

I don’t even want the attention I’m about to give you. I want you.

Kane Brown. Dallas wasn’t setting us up right.

Who would be that way and work that way, who would understand.

There’s no more electricity.

But this one—I think that eye was really good.

Gabby Ringmaster. Transitional review. They have a #, Kelle.

Can you find another one to look at. But it gave your more – lasagna. –vision—empty pan new? Not only does test this opportunity – he loves an easy life. What we couldn’t do for a paint job. I pray for you. Great, so it’s a studio vehicle of mine. Will and Grace.

When you love someone, you protect them.

Think there’s 29 days in a month. Middle initial, last. Mystic folky vibe. –blanket.

October 6th, 2023

The Roxanne I was going to be with

Multi receivers. ‘ … ’ a table as a person. Venusian Artist. I don’t like the artificial dyes … .

Breaking news—you 2 are together. And with me. River banks.

Then went back and explained who you are.

Weak vengeance. $… out of 2 ∴ site. Verified abuser. Every exacted on the front of milk cartons. I’m done—I can’t do it. ←Man in sleep. The best moments are with you. –hands me my paycheck*. … .

Watching his 3rd wife make his choice.

From the bowels … of my heart. White girl power. Loaded extreme. That was like 3 years ago—me making a decision. Good and ready. Sweat lodge. They’re more for your comfort and benefit.

Why are you so fat Brandyn – it’s because of what you are.

Would you hold an inch above the ground – inebriated. The power of my pussy. To see cases of nostalgia. Spending $500 a couple times a month is ridiculous.

You got lucky and shared your work. Rainbow unicorn.

Kasey Musgraves. Lainey Wilson. Tape so much different… . Breaking bad. … noise split. Very particular about soy sauce. I’m sorry to state, we do. White Durbane. ←[Deemon]. Completely overwhelming –Worker.

A smart enough person – only going to develop what going to develop. So damaging.

Zig Ziglar. Paul Rudd. Whole legit number.

A lecture – no you’re not picking up extra pieces.

Are you up front with me buttoning? ←what the hell Man. Beautiful. The proper time of discipline –Man. Statues of calm.

A natural spine is being unmoving.

Stick ending. Stick figure. Gabby Taskmaster. Merlot.

The man who crafted the missions.

Teenage beauty queen –Lindsay Lohan. Should have warned you this is what we have going on. Our attention is over. –Man & I. Varsity blues. Anything new and welcoming in –Lara bars. Zoolanding park. ‘Hold on to the memories’. Assume the vibration. The Alan Parsons Project. Man hates you – lack of discretion. Out class … sob me more. Nice job initiating Man. Delegating. Big leagues. If it’s something you expect – why bother doing that. Wanted to bring her up one day. Dilly dally. For her to know and you to find out. Hello Eric, nor wannabe. Shroud thinks himself to be by in real life.

I’m not asking anyone to care.

I actually help that man tracked to Jake. Kane Brown. Favorite man in the world … . Using tap preventing me. ←Man.

From the depths of my soul.

You can bring warm interceptions and a personal flair. DD2.

Rainbow out my medicine soul.

Probably just desperate business – it runs the whole family.

Going in a heartbreak direction.

I didn’t want you to do anything weird by standing in the rain too long –Man to Me.

A front row seat to my evolution. It got stuck on cocaine.

My new invention in the Summer. ←[pin pricks on skin].

Every little thing I do belongs to you.

Please don’t mess with my American standard.

I’m pretty familiar with faces I learn. [–Man?].

A little too young to be Elvis.

‘A rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter’. I got some Man stuff in the morning. Swing if you could. Hit bitch you can’t miss it. Any attention as far as petal go. Karen the aggressive woman. Looked beautiful in my suit/swet. Joy Anna Taylor.

New rules outside Covid.

You know your hand so to speak… you can’t live… . My pussy is trained for you. … was my favorite … I came out. Me talking to Kylie Jenner, knew I was there for the right reasons and → poke you by your underwear.

Out of her Hollywood California home.

Husband navigating handy room with my business.

Sleeping together and crap – let there be a permanent love affair.

Guy who opened the garage for me at mom/dad’s to get more out with. The benefits of a plantbased diet. Yes here I am. People at the cottage/Lewis Circle had poo come up in tub – ‘cheeve’ I believe the term, it cheeved the top. The guy smelled sitting for days and it was fun together other than that.

Technically you should go do knife with my finger –instructions.

I felt like more should of happened than it did ←scene from dream. Suki Waterhouse. Nothing arouses me anymore. We live our days like this. Ja[h] Rule. I’m just scared my dad’s going to step up and make me pay bills. Oh my gosh it’s been so cold. That’s all to have say. That’s all [I have] to say. Energetically empty –past couples/TF journey.

Someone, Bunny of all friends. Move beyond the reasonings of the face.

Romantically connected. [We would be] Romantically connected.

Suspended you different routes forward.

Boba Fett. Incremental increase. Shared experience.

The Roxanne I was going to be with.

[Ice] It can add up to anything. It’s gonna know change. Blank cure all writer. Front row seat to your evolution. Bobby Millie Brown. Earplugs.

October 7th, 2023

Life’s so hard but with you in it it’s not. The way that it might be registered in the bedroom. So lovely so lucky the divine

Have you dealt with dementia. Unplanned pregnancy. Towards the end. Woman – Grandmom, middle finger up at me. –vision. A dead person’s body – irrational links. What you’re doing is afraid. You just don’t know it.

Cherish and own game of Authority.

Cobblestone. Pop literature…from earlier. Not saying anything—just wanting you there. –Man. Klondike bar – what would you do for a Klondike bar.

I was so much love to give.

I’m not worried about you taking the donuts—just take ‘em. –Man.

Secret rendezvous and energetically pure.

All my duck drawers. They are not very kind. –Man & Woman couple. I need you now –Man.

How purely evidential you are. –Man to me.

Incremental increase. A tour bus –me.

The position you put me in is lifetime guarantee mode. –Man to me—me to Man.

–me @ Place. I still got a shirt on underneath it I can’t wear. Cross watchers. Jermaine Dupri.

Life’s so hard but with you in it it’s not.

The way that it might be registered in the bedroom.

So lovely so lucky the divine.

Dump truck. Looking for something with a bigger release. Bigger release, well it’s … here now. Tools in handy to wash it. Who’s talented Scooter Braun → eye connection → outsider in ways of life.

This thing’s in control over here – this thing’s not.

‘Cause I have a new life together with him.

Zig Ziglar. I think I am a Ziglar fan.

I’m very fortunate with how I live.

I’m 1450←credit card [#]. She would have called. I was on my way. Pure separate union. The success of Place depends on… . Worker wants to talk to you –to me. What in me I learned. Change in your room is completely achievable. Kelloggs. They’re great! Topography.

I take an amnesia pill for forgetting.

I want some more spin at 40.

The 8 shift and the Sunday/Monday. Flames as good as gold. We go through time coach to understand. 80% art classes. He moves like lightning speed –Worker. [They have] Death or death or cattle. Lodged over perfection.

October 8th, 2023

The moment you are behind with this. Spiritual urges. Quiet smart

Clouded would be the Bible judgment. What can I do – plateau. Nothing’s ever been the same between us. Mean, closed off, unforgiving—I am sorry I hurt you. Bleeding heart from the start. Strickland. Stayed in the toilet room where last night it was amazing.

Yeah it was my circumstances. Yesterday and it’s all wide coverage.

Loophole. My bone refresh memory thing.

And that would have never slipped by me.

Back home, it’s safer. I’m very matured with. Living from his last place. Renegotiating. Mind freedom finger. Good work Neptune for dreams. I don’t wanna send … . … . Rocky Balboa. Allow up to one week to dry. ←paint/pictures.

Some family eatery business.

Embodied truth and satisfaction.

When a girl’s eye catches a guy’s attention. –Man –Man.

Being at peace and sleeping this long.

No more tales from the crypt. Make it or break it. –me. Cower the right visions. Self righteousness –gone. Pegasus. Fuck them both for coming home to.

Babysit was sat so many distant colors ago.

Wanna see a man invoked that place. ←Man at location/his business. Are we here?…Or we saw new stuff. ←Man/me/work/writing.

It felt like a best friend growing up.

The things behind names means something.

When Hillary duff is your best friend.

‘Let the rain fall down I’m coming clean…’. Oh Lil, I don’t really ask the baby stories.

Your thought of opening a business. I don’t owe these amounts to people.

Not bad … cleaner –Simple Green.

Your hair looked amazing before hiding it. It’s just got to go in business.

… in a punishment.

The moment you are behind with this.

Spiritual urges. Quiet smart.

I know it’s not an obligated thing. Lacks compassion –Man. Divisus menu.

Because what would somebody else do – you just hit the nail in/on the coffin.

People are waiting at the front. This diverse group of alignment.

Water to take showers in the bathhouse. Just doesn’t messing up the feng shui of things. Yes you have to be entered into the contest to play. ←costume. Acousta. Kids would die quicker.

October 9th, 2023

She lacks control. I wanted her—the good, the bad, and the ugly. Did you say your name is Charity. Make out for a minute. ‘Cause everything’s a bad boy toy. You helped lodge that out

How’s the constant IOU and money situation.

Ruth. Ronnie Wood. Beautiful lady that worked here 5 years ago. Self achiever. … one. Cool cats. Christiansen – … and out … ? … for what spikes you. Did the body … . ‘What a beautiful mess what a beautiful mess I’m in’. Quads he got. 14–16 is my better … question there.

She lacks control. I wanted her—the good, the bad, and the ugly.

Did you say your name is Charity.

Make out for a minute.

‘Cause everything’s a bad boy toy.

You helped lodge that out.

So right now it is at the art of snob. Kerplunk. Common field. Detritus. He and foretelt. ‘A careless man’s careful daughter’.

Just buttoning up some loose end things –Man.

Look any direction to take control. And it should … the crazy eye in just a second. Then the … – they would be one.

Inner life – and once my outer life is a reflection.

Loaded question. Creativity. Peas and corn. Harvest.

Brandyn just wait to be the mother. Kerplunk.

An excellent job maintaining their integrity.

What is the void personality in growth in humans.

Weird looking for Italian restaurant in King Alaskan. That would be separate and that would be your union together. That would be separate and that would be our union together. Becomes that then life she experiences is one of mental capacity.

You don’t have to pray – you’re making my bones.

My clothes got sort out. So good – hooked on ∴ guests. I’ll have pink and blue. Stop living in the mansion – he lives in the cutest department. We typically rebirth every 3 years. Dream future goals. How about KeKe. –cat. Emma Watson. ←Soul Sweden. My one and only. The faces and the feelings. Good shot today – only shot today. Burley big German. Top ∴ guy hit my ass as he walked by … . … to whoever he’s mad for. Man stepped away when CEO guy came to place hand on bottom.Jennifer used to be a billing specialist. Like you gotta seem … at the top of your game. … in the kingdom. A bunch of sex – bunch for me. Type it up the best we can somehow. I thought you need … from general … . Guy with hand on butt called … communicate when I’m speaking. Then said wasn’t … in front of Man, volume low so not hear.

My cosmic lover in a Christ mind agenda.

Me in ___. The shredding process didn’t … better.

Ghosts on stripper pole/dancing pole.

He gets back some sophisticated ears.

Kitchen kept with a Witherspoon. I’m not totally understood yet –thank you. 7:45. Lodge rules.

There is not enough time in paradise. Lifetime of a lover.

I find me on jelly on default.

And a green healer. I’m a green healer.

After – wounds. Everything that you no you should try and say fuck it.

Using this magic number and turning it into a degree.

Did something to an ancestor, you need to move on.

Sundresses with 2 layers on [one for bulletproof]. 5 months – when you’re done you’re done. Over the years 1 planet move. Anteater nose [vision].

October 10th, 2023

But we got the proprietary blend. Double edge sword. I say keep the memory alive

Because I never wanted to overdo it.

Obviously you didn’t try it. You carry yourself with such dignity. You just want the control back on your body. Joy Anna Taylor. Ringmaster. Whisper ears… … . … . Dream Man and I ran a shoe store – [Worker cracked jokes in good ways to crowd and him and Woman there]. Man and I in shoe store – me with people.

This year’s caring for charity.

Man there witnessing Worker and him running his Worker thing. Man was looking for his keys in shoe store, I [once saw he needed assistance] helped and looked/found his key fob next to his belongings and then I was locking up this store I was doing work on by street – some people [black] walked by – I go in undercover. When shoe store us 2, guests would look at me longer than normal. Hallway upon where people walking by like mall/outdoor – We were and I was almost too good to be there. [Like you could tell we were doing this as a ploy/coverup]. Titcomb. We both were/but were there both high class doing common work.

Confounded by the wise.

Took left with Jeep onto road and some sign we went around – another sign – ‘ghetto when crossing’ at a train crossing – ‘ghetto at night’, maybe could have been.

But we got the proprietary blend.

Double edge sword. I say keep the memory alive.

Salt/snow trails leading to main thing. ←by Worker. She’s very jealous of you –Man to me on Woman. Sticker shock. Brown eggs were ever typically consumed by… .

The worst material hunger… .

Still at muscular fault for regeneration.

Still thankful for the positive experience.

October 11th, 2023

I look more triangle tattooed than Orion

Some kind of bullshit reason. Rather than separate some thing good with you to do your best. I thanked him. I was rooting for you. Kept taking numbers from society because it kept pissing me off. Heals eczema from bleeding every day.

Castle to play in.

A healer – to put all of those in 1 direction.

He played someone like ___. Kerplunk. Ready for the next level. Trusted friend. Shot lady – shot gun. Legal action involved.

Help save his oldest drowning son.

Air is just coming out of the tire –someone said to me. We … to confirm these 2 reservations. You gave them a sense of your – your belongings. ‘What a beautiful mess – what a beautiful mess I’m in’. ‘Spending all my time with you – there’s nothing else I’d rather do’. ‘What a sweet addiction that I’m caught up in’. ‘Hunger for your love’. The art of ∴. ‘What a beautiful mess—what a beautiful mess I’m in’. ‘Oh ha’. Buzz … pedal. Action of the next wheel of fortune. Please look I don’t have all day. It’s not in the castle with her. It’s not in the castle for her. [now]/one/all. 4 incredible days in incredibly fluent. Just be off on me.

This is not what having my first reflection would thought would be.

They’re really cute—they’re like the cat’s meow ←something I wore.

Seal of approval. My bag and mission.

Just so I can do it and I do do it all → just to be taken advantage by truth.

Hispanic. How are they not doing. Kacey Musgraves. Let’s take everything as a stage. Blue mixed beauties. dogs? I spoke entirely too early on that →train refund. I hope I… .

Return to the source. The naked ones. 10–4. Burial mound.

‘What a sweet addiction that I’m caught up in’. I hate Mr. …’s rules.

Carry a whisper.

I have no idea what it will be… Who knows. Music battle and girlfriend. Ready to walk home. Man saw me/heard me over-talk about no $ [me being short]. Emotional blackmail. … Is informed in all she does. ←The ___ of Christine is informed. In love.

More with the universe – multi receiver.

I also don’t have to speed up our pillow.

And I bet you … Debbie … .

Can’t lose my pretzel—what is my prophecy stone on me.

What is my pretzel – can’t lose my prophecy stone on me.

Not safety zone →pregnant. Literally extreme. Off course of center ’cause it is about loyalty.

Your rudder and your sails make you passion.

But he needed permission to leave those courts.

Start something in the Sun—white law for everyone.

Poor me—I started dying my hair.

Thor’s crackin’ Sunshine.

I never have so many lifetimes as this direction around me.

I’d recommend keeping… . I don’t care, I’m upset with people –Man. I have friends in low high places.

Dancing with the stars—I can’t lie to you. Me getting letter [breakup] saying I can do it on my own [now].

Creamy, nutty, wet, clean. An order to protect each other.

It surprised me what let come into my life.

You were sent to make a decision. Supported.

Decisions have been made—your sister plans ahead.

Elle Fanning. Understand. What would age. I feel like I never get to be a woman. ‘Soft white underbelly’. –videos. Dark circles. There is no time like the present. On Road no phone coming home – sketchy. Early morning walk – I said I’d hide if traffic went by for extra coverage. State of the art what we looking for –fucking. Pool I got in with my phone in 1 hand [deep end] with Sister – – few dreads accidentally chopped →. I’m a state farm investigator.

But then when you do know these pictures, it is asking for them to teach you well.

Man wrote letter on check wishing me/us a good day. Me asking Man to fuck me just to fuck me – he had fresh hair cut on him and wanted me to give him all of me and I just wanted love. Yeah at discounted rate you’re welcome. –hay barrels. Craftwild. Yeah I got 2 of them on there – I accidentally created 1 by mistake. It looks like a pig from the back which is the only thing I don’t like –deer costume. Do what you authentically want. Everybody kept shaking. Loco.

I look more triangle tattooed than Orion.

I can’t hide my love for you anymore, Man. And if any of it sucks we’ll throw it away –←dehydrated food, just add water. We can go back and give people a good time. ‘What a beautiful mess I’m caught up in’. Lewis Circle, I lived there. Wanting you to take me away. Whatever you think –black swan.

The natural falling out of the album. →Divine oracle… .←

‘Break these chains of love…don’t give up’.

October 12th, 2023

Fans having beans spill the fans

The … is on the beauty. Wise and successful together. Worker and Worker have worked wise together since day 1. Shoot your shot. Someone in the gameroom. And he helped… etc.

Fans having beans spill the fans.

Titcomb. Bashful, deep feeling so sorrow. Doogie Howser. The sacred art of chopping your dick off. Help remain ourselves in shape. Cheers and appreciation lunch.

I spin without delaying.

Extra curricular. Also working with 5 licensed massage therapists. I cannot align with these type of potatoes –Instant. The Man is 60 – but you can’t guess why. License to beauty new found. Spin dear—only one for me. Genesis – it’s one of the best things healing me. You had a Sun cancer 6 years ago.

I still feel mystic and badass.

The pain and the suffering is good.

Strickland’s confession. Woman and account. Stranger things. Direct access to your heart. In from a town called Northern Pennsylvania. May all the Sun build you up into castles. Breaking bad.

October 13th, 2023

I mentally asked – he played the game

Ruled by the holy men in our eyes.

A fun place to be though.

Distract the people. Chicken the receiver. I know him so well. Kraus. Crass. Make love without me. Flawless.

I’m like allowed to come live here but no one else is.

Friend or foe. … in receipt. The green monster. Sneezing giving you $10 worth of headbands. Don’t like sticking my nose where it doesn’t belong either. Party so. Should be testable as waves. I will true be of a [landman].

Test of time. Tune me in – 55. ‘Take me out‘.

I keep going and years without payment ’cause you keep suckin’. So don’t go to ship without talking to Marry. Peggy and Green.

Can’t wait to be together again. ‘In heaven we will be together babe‘.

Maybe we can start to announce it when we know.

I’m … but I want to do what I want to do. Kinda almost there. This hill or burial mound. Collusion. Friend or burial hill. I noticed I have ‘peace’ at all. Kicking words around. Sebastian. Dump truck. Triple antibiotic ointment. Hi, 112, 130. I have some people make that wholes or snake wholes. Rat. Snake.

I mentally asked – he played the game.

Elle Fanning. Return to the return. As passion lead the way. Star lit star. Caribou. ←by lake state up North East-ish. Caribou in water. Her husband saw, I was like woah. Privacy while camping. ←style. You’re supposed to lock the door. All sorted out. The impression is in it. Lady I only hadn’t worked with and he had. 2 Lara bars later.

I can be professional hype.

Me on schedule 4 days—Sat.-Tues. all day. The hood doesn’t stay up as good so I got a headband.

Very accumulative couple. –Man & I.

Someone who really wants to be there for you.

October 14th, 2023