Even though I have healed from within
My soul recalls the blood
That had seeped from my skin
Blood stained envy
From a starved positional threat
No way in hell
Was I going to rehash that bet
For strength and courage gripped my mane
Abominable misery invoked intercession
To overcome darkness and its fame
As the hope of renewal came
Full circle to reclaim
A mind once in shambles
Now exposed to all
A heart bright and merry-full