The pain has turned to softness around my heart. I am grateful for you. [Please know my readings are collective]. [Preempted]. Burr it’s cold in here. It was a time thing. Ultimately

Clairvoyant—Clairaudient—boy or girl. It’s taxing. A healed version of yourself. Fostering wounds. The soul light to protect

I recently fell in love: . I fell out of love: . There are 2 lights at the end of the tunnel. Pummeled

I know you’re the divine masculine, so I know what I need

5,000 free subliminals. Jewish gut cleanup. Joss spirit. I initiated what happened. Still choosing me over you. That’s chosen. Still serving me over you, that’s chosen. Part of your honor system. Build a connection with ‘em. Woke up the next day, gone. Radio edit

Not enough money for it to go around. [Don’t want to be] The one that shows too much emotion. Man. Brick oven

Time to heal away from the spotlight. And like I said I don’t have an agenda. Converstating with yourself. 59/82. ←[everyone’s making a decision]

Safe keeping. An elite to me. ‘A cosmic cut. Give extra as an elite to me. I stand with my work, very tall. Everybody wants the blue to shine.’ Pummeled –him. God gives a fuck

Some kind of isolation. Idaho. I da hoe. huggh. To know within knowing, unity

Story of your life. Monty Python. That is not how I think. The sacral element. The way to the encyclopedia

I’m not a girl. Not even against you. You’re the one for me. No one ignore her—she’s it. Clarity gained following

Hurts too bad to let go of. You don’t have to. You discover yourself. Divine union

Pick up pieces. ‘To have knowledge in you since knowing. Some people call it an age crisis. Ahh let me tell you who was there to pick up the pieces.’ Because you don’t value her like I do. My wife thinks you’re crazy/beautiful –Man. How do you even come home to a heartbreak so profound –January end of, how do you begin again.

And do adversity. Your own little cookbook. Recovery, land, water, dashboard.

Preempt. Borderline depression. ∴ Lead to ∴. ∴ You’re welcome ∴. Worried about yourself. –∴. Challenging mental illnesses. [God help me]. All you think about is yourself and the pain you’re going through. [I’m trying to process it]. Bond secure in lifetime but not in this lifetime. I am in the upper room. Saying: lies lies lies with fingers over ears. Unbelievable. The pain has turned to softness around my heart. I am grateful for you. [Please know my readings are collective]. [Preempted]. Burr it’s cold in here. It was a time thing. Ultimately. I can’t believe you didn’t wait for me like that. Retarded. [Ret Rødhåd.]

Clairvoyant—Clairaudient—boy or girl. It’s taxing. A healed version of yourself. Fostering wounds. The soul light to protect.

He’s a. Safety net. He’s a safety net. About me and why I[‘m] so great. It doesn’t have to be that … . I determined minded.

I recently fell in love: .

I fell out of love: .

There are 2 lights at the end of the tunnel. Pummeled.

A genuine concern for her wellbeing. I see you clear, I see me clear. What we don’t deserve is this. We belong to be together. Royalty. Trying to maintain her spiritual dignity. Real honor. American classic. Rose the river rose. The truth of who we are. Immense servitude and clarity. My lifeline. James Taylor. Confused, why you don’t want it in … . ‘You don’t want it in’. Rico, Puerto Rico.

I know you’re the divine masculine, so I know what I need.

I’m backing up clothes just to find you. ‘Premieres’. [@12]. Caught him in a lie. Terrible. Complications with pregnancy. The Lion king post. Retired. The noise he has deasence to know –vision of person laying on huge blowup mattress like slab and hugging it.

5,000 free subliminals. Jewish gut cleanup. Joss spirit. I initiated what happened.

Still choosing me over you. That’s chosen. Still serving me over you, that’s chosen.

Part of your honor system. Build a connection with ‘em.

Woke up the next day, gone. Radio edit.

[I’m surprised] That’s how tennis shoes are. –leave me alone.

This wasn’t meant to happen. –Man.

‘I’m not blind anymore’. A disadvantage being ∴. ‘Still I want it I want it, oh feel the same’. ‘It’s automatic’.

Not enough money for it to go around.

[Don’t want to be] The one that shows too much emotion. Man.

Brick oven.

Your channeling abilities are off the chain. Dreams come true. Follow the yellow brick road. Opportunities. Crisis. Pretty, open, and dependent. –yeah but so is your cup, creepy. Inner peaceful world. Sold by imagination. Burned by fuel. Mighty Creator. They’re younger. Disgusting. I am. I don’t think he was ever coming back for me. Hence ____. Solitude. ‘Coming over me’.

Time to heal away from the spotlight. And like I said I don’t have an agenda. Converstating with yourself.

59/82. ←[everyone’s making a decision].

’I’m falling from cloud 9’. ‘I’m wide awake’. Exclusive. Friendly. The divine. Running out of time. To marry you. Mariner[s’] museum. He doesn’t remember anything else but him. It’ll be there for you. Risen. ‘I’m letting go tonight’. ‘Falling from cloud 9’. Very clever. Deception. Safe keeping. An elite to me. ‘A cosmic cut. Give extra as an elite to me. I stand with my work, very tall. Everybody wants the blue to shine.’ Pummeled –him.

God gives a fuck.

So … . Show ‘em what we’re made of. Disappointing performance. Tell me how. Just reduced to making our life miserable. String me along. Fantastic choices.

Freed before we got married. Fired before we got married. ←Gerry and Theresa from Bachelor, are they happy? still.

Just give me what I need to know on a need to know basis. I’m hearing details. Maxwell. It knew it’s out there but. It’s electric.

Some kind of isolation. Idaho. I da hoe. huggh.

To know within knowing, unity.

Please God help us. ←$. River rose. Passive aggressive. I’m doing exactly what I’m supposed to be doing. The divine principle. A … to law. Parts and … .

Story of your life. Monty Python. That is not how I think. The sacral element. The way to the encyclopedia.

That was disturbing –inmates beaten in Russia. instincts. When you don’t have a clue what you’re doing. Guide me and give me strength. I’ve never felt this way before. Sparks debate. This is a very difficult decision.

I’m not a girl. Not even against you. You’re the one for me.

No one ignore her—she’s it.

Clarity gained following. Midweek. Boondocks. On the farm. Really foundational. To overcome each other. Shoot me in the foot. Permanent separation.

Hurts too bad to let go of. You don’t have to. You discover yourself. Divine union.

‘I’m letting go tonight’. ‘I’m letting go tonight’. I would have to recover my losses. That was a permanent decision. ‘This feeling’s automatic’. ∴ worked with me [somehow] but it …/or in this life. We were good energy together/∴ the real you – but that’s for your world. And that’s your life. You’re entitled to live. Love lives in the heart. At least I was sincere. Never been more sincere. Transparent, honest. I worked through it. Let go. New beginning. Brighter/future ahead.

I was/am part of your soul family. Never remember me. ‘Pleeaasssee remember me’.

This is you Spirit. Making it through that alive. [tears].

And I ask myself why and I know.

God, please help us all, ←align to Source within. That’s the only source. Honorary love field. ‘This feeling’s automatic‘. ‘It’s you and me – it’s automatic you and me’.

An undeveloped human being.

Traditional tarot. ‘Falling from cloud 9’. Judea.

Fraught with indecision. That was a forever ‘hold your peace’. ∴ completely disregarded from the God given messages that you wouldn’t receive. Hypocritical. I found that within myself, what I needed of you. Then God told me to make a move. [←God given messages]. For crying out loud. ∴ to live with that for the rest of his life. What might of been.

This was Spirit lead, make no mistakes. Fate was chosen.

I’m like make a fuckin’ decision—He’s like who are you. huggh. Alas. I live inside and back me up. Thank God. We just haven’t been on the same page for a long time. Want different things out of life. Run different energies.

Mi Casa, Su Casa.

I care about my growth and spiritual evolution, expansion, and freedom. You care about your ducks in a row. Fair. That’s fair. [fair game]. Countless interactions together. Throw ∴ under the bus. But at least tell the truth. That’s between you and God. Anomaly.

There is nothing you can do to be outside the love of God. You are redeemed. Gesundheit. You steered that ship led by God.

∴ the only person in the world doing it like this. 5th dimensional beings – the truth of who we are. Patience is a virtue. ∴ never be with someone who doesn’t help people. Test[ing] me. human constraints. I was appalled. ‘I’m not blind anymore’. ‘On the concrete…Falling from cloud 9’. You were sent to make a decision.

That level of vulnerability.

Grappling with that… ∴ a heaviness upon ∴. ‘They don’t come like that unless they got a case –50 Cent’. If I’d of known that was the last time I could say anything to you, I would of said more. ‍∴ my heart truth, ∴, it baffles me. It blew my fucking mind ∴. ∴ failed to do the work, to recognize. to take the first step, too late. This isn’t on your time, it is God’s time. ∴ a message of strike when the iron’s hot and never deceive yourself. ∴ never understand why my love was a problem for you. When you thought someone was for you and you realize ∴, ∴ my tribe.

Here’s the bottomline, I can’t help who I am and you don’t accept me.

And at the last minute ∴ changed ∴ mind on me, out of ∴ in me, God, abandonment issues. the last minute. ‘∴’ and I quote. At times the choice is made for you, you must have the courage to follow through. ∴ was ashamed, of this. Mindy. Alfred.

And that’s your life. You’re entitled to live. Love lives in the heart. At least I was sincere. Never been more sincere. Transparent, honest. I worked through it. Let go. New beginning. Brighter/future ahead. I was/am part of your soul family. Never remember me. ‘Pleeaasssee remember me’. This is you Spirit. Making it through that alive. [tears]. And I ask myself why and I know. God, please help us all, ←align to Source within. That’s the only source. Honorary love field

An undeveloped human being. Traditional tarot. ‘Falling from cloud 9’. Judea

This was Spirit lead, make no mistakes. Fate was chosen

Mi Casa, Su Casa. I care about my growth and spiritual evolution, expansion, and freedom. You care about your ducks in a row. Fair. That’s fair. [fair game]. Countless interactions together

There is nothing you can do to be outside the love of God. You are redeemed. Gesundheit. You steered that ship led by God

‘I’m not blind anymore’. ‘On the concrete…Falling from cloud 9’. You were sent to make a decision. That level of vulnerability

March 27th, 2024

Within Is Resurrected

There is a graveyard
In which I keep
The flowers that seldom speak
Of the earth they witness now below
Hollow hollow
And the love now thrown
In the tomb
This is where I say my piece
Peace, that delivers certainty
Within those walls I keep the knowing
That within is resurrected
That heart that’s showing
Rose the river rose
Is glowing

March 26th, 2024

Honorary love field. Me being forced to enjoy the time. Big ocean. I’m like an ocean knowledge story. Gesundheit. You’re starting to see my sugar at standup

Air into Art—Air into Art—Air into Art

Born in each other’s minds.

Blocked ego. Graceful backbends. You’re good…Terms and conditions apply. The universal subconscious divine. Mayor. Any challenges we are here to face—we’ll get through ‘em together. Big orders. Excellerate. Dark soul.

My spinning safe people heart.

Will recover me – not to the point of that. Courtesan. His cigarette applications. You are 100% relying on me. ‘Like Johnny and June’. I only feel better because grubs and stomachs.

Heart link of the divine.

Judged this year on cloud 9.

‘Far from the shallows now’.

Time and experience. He’s the glue – cohesive. I don’t do nothing out of line. In need of our message board. In grubs and stomachs. Living extra large. Eyewitnessing account on what Godzilla is. Experiencing matter morphed to script. What do I know, anyways. Restore to former glory. Midnight escape.

We have a scary mind connection.

He was my twin flame.

I’m about to lose my mind with you.

The emphasis. Photosynthesis.

You’re my only muse.

You can tell me how it is – it think responsibility. We lift to the upper room when we acquiesce it. Scottish courtesan and spy. Paranoid. Thwart. I would never leave you.

And it was you in your highest view.

What can you come out of me. Seasonal request. He doesn’t understand me, is that what you’re saying. Man just doesn’t get her. Vitamins. Good praying warmth. Restore the love. My missing link. The way you stand. We need your help to run this —. Organically – unorganically.

[Got his] Same thread so…Got the cards on your table.

You just really love them. Everybody who left you. I wanted to be with you for so long. You complete me. Decided to go downhill from there. Dobson agreement – lift him up. …

The Christ mind for myself.

It has always been that way –Writing first. I’m here for you second. If I’ve heard the right cleanse. As long as you’re sturdy investment to play off of. Got you bankrupt. You were like it with that one stuff. Tower area telephone poles. And I’ll be here if you need to talk.

You are part of the plan because you are Ace in a devil.

… Respect…[Card]. Public relations — feeling I am socially shaped. So far to me, my motorhome doesn’t smell like farmwood. What does she want me to say the words that means you don’t belong to me –him and wife → say to me. but we knew. Do you have a notebook and a handyman. My family had a hornet too – it feel on its way in Toano. Drinking too much problems on the job too.

I got out of my memory for this.

Nobleman—Courtesy—Desperately wanted. …

March 15th, 2023

[Don’t get anything from that new party] My guestbook is sufficient

… Wakes up and thinks mentality. Now we can rise up in love. She covered it with a knife and a sword. Candlelight Estrada. Why are you doing this to me—sticker shock.

His Rosemary is withered in decline.

Wrap it. The most pleasing inner war world. Boo. Takes restraint. So my brother could face situations…[inner war world]. Once you’re doomed we’re fucked.

Inspiring Aid. Jewish anytime catchups. Silhouette of Joss’s spirit cleaning up a bit. There’s a reason why I can’t. It only judges our character when it is realized.

Open book concept…[12115]. Tell me what you can—show me what you are. Provey to be known significant. Deat cream. Any details of the greatest measure.

I’m so humble, I don’t even play my court cards right. …

February 25th, 2022

[Silhouette of Joss’s spirit cleaning up a bit. | Joss: ‘from deus[“god”], from deywos [“god/that which belongs to heaven”] / ‘A Chinese household divinity; a Chinese idol’ / ‘A heathen divinity’ / ‘luck’ / ‘a person of influence or importance’ / ‘foreman’]