Everything’s hard physically? -yes mentally? -yes spiritually? -yes so far behind… might of failed at what? Everything 1.11.15
Tag: Suffering
Hidden Gem
in feeling that i didn’t belong i hid my gems, all jewels were gone so so wrong 8.5.15
Running Away Home
justify the reasons why i hide, i stray, i totally run away not from you though from myself 4.14.15
I’m Here Though I’m Never There
i didn’t know if i’d ever come back or if i’d want to discomfort had a funny way of nurturing me when you think you could die if you looked up the only thing you can do is stay down 7.9.15
Maybe You’re Meeting Yourself For Your First Time
A series of a chain of events that led me to meet myself again and again The most painful excursion of my life The most depth defying craziness known to write No one understood, not even me Not a single soul was on the page left to me Realizing I’m no angel, as the Force had let…
Carrying Edgar’s Shame
I can’t even write because my thoughts are too unsettling No one would understand why I wouldn’t even want them to think they could try I wouldn’t even allow myself to let them in My deepest hours Their response still sour Mine worth the pain Carrying Edgar’s shame 7.2.15
Eternally Fair
The things that are hard leave this heart to repair Open ended answers that once were questioned bare I have so many dead questions, answered and told Although it’s not a promisy the prophecy holds 12.25.14
Soul In Conquest
Getting out of this alive is the battle I stand firm to conquer Rather I’m alive than not at all aware 5.29.15
The Pain Is Cleansing
In those moments I thought I might die If I really admitted just how much I was struggling to survive In those moments It is that strength that cleansed the pain 5.21.15
Aubrey's Arch 