I don’t know
what it’s like
to be you
And I don’t
expect you to
see my view
I don’t know
what it’s like
to be you
And I don’t
expect you to
see my view
Disagree with me
I want to hear your opposing view
Do not say yes just to amuse
Do you mean yes
or are we both
now confused
Are you in fact true
Are you being you?
I want to hear your
opposing view
No need to be fake
Our hearts are very real
I wanted you to want me
but you never did
No matter what I did
I tried to make a family
You always wanted to run from me
Are you happy now you did?
Are we both better off
Can we live?
I never wanted you
She was always right beside
my heart and you knew
I always wanted you to prove
your disloyalty
so I could be free
Thank you for the
opening
and I don’t know how to say
because you can’t get time back
so I’ma write these words down to
do justice the reverberated tact
because I don’t know what to
do, I’m a beautiful wreck
just like you and I still
don’t have the right words to say
but this here sentiment I relay
in hopes you come to terms
with the heart of motives
this here page turns
8.9.15
My husband: you act like getting your shit together is a goal and it shouldn’t be
Me: blank stare
11.19.15
Sorry to everyone
who I’ve hurt in this life
That was not my intent
To cause pain and
project strife
I’d say it’s my shadow,
but who needs an excuse?
My apology is profound,
can we start anew?
Feelings aside,
I am human at best
Relations, situations,
tribulations, put to test
8.13.13
Prophecies
that taunt
should remain
Until sense is made
Once the prophecy is made
Likely forewinds
former cave
3.5.15
I’d tell you but I can’t really tell you
What course of events played
out after we were spent
It’s too gory, juicy and insane
Bloody mess of reality set to stage
my truth of range, you don’t have a clue
what transpired after our post rendezvous
It’s like déjà vu seeing you again
The time gap made a kind of whim
Allowing us to regurgitate
the proper win
8.28.15