My will to go on had diminished Though I knew I hadn’t finished I no longer cared where I once did Would I ever return? Was this how life was to be lived? A former shell of hope and potential Dead to my own making Now taking my own will 7.9.15
Tag: Pain
Hidden Gem
in feeling that i didn’t belong i hid my gems, all jewels were gone so so wrong 8.5.15
I’m Here Though I’m Never There
i didn’t know if i’d ever come back or if i’d want to discomfort had a funny way of nurturing me when you think you could die if you looked up the only thing you can do is stay down 7.9.15
Carrying Edgar’s Shame
I can’t even write because my thoughts are too unsettling No one would understand why I wouldn’t even want them to think they could try I wouldn’t even allow myself to let them in My deepest hours Their response still sour Mine worth the pain Carrying Edgar’s shame 7.2.15
The Pain Is Cleansing
In those moments I thought I might die If I really admitted just how much I was struggling to survive In those moments It is that strength that cleansed the pain 5.21.15
Controls To Belittle Me
I’m not feeding into your petty immaturity Your countenance worries me Not worth the plague you hand over so blatantly 5.14.15
No Cloud In Her Thoughts
Who ever came up with “when it rains, it pours” Like Murphy’s law it teeters, it saws I really relate to heartache and drone Still on the other spectrum Life’s beauty is strong I see each part, a vital piece to peace within, because you appreciate the win when you stand in the rain heart…
Trees Of A Wedge
Haven’t talked to her in almost a year Never thought it’d go down like this Sisters disappeared Would she believe it if I told her That I’ve always thought about her Everyday in every way Like a mirror in a grave Do you ever think about this? What could of been if we just dismissed…
Aubrey's Arch 