The Voice of the Name: My desire to show off is futile

I looked in mirror and [I thought did we look alike/resemble] while walking downstairs with Masculine [strung out]. Mirror: I thought and looked in my soul memory to future: did you see/sense me being with at any time in life? I had hips and was older/seasoned from life. I’m in the business with you. No one knows – no one cares. Give me a couple like soft balls

September 5th, 2025

Dad and Son putting together this book—Mom and Daughter join in. They were a shaky foundation for me –∴. Relax, you’re free. They’re not linear. Glad you’re here and in his life and to be here for Masculine.
“I would make Masculine the happiest”. –her. I just had a crazy daydream. –her. Sitting on farmhouse porch after Masculine and I in grocery store and talk of ex husband. And she asked him out on a date Tuesday. [I’ve been saying it for months]. This why it didn’t feel right for me to cut this off/short. I just had a daydream, dream – crazy daydream: I would make Masculine the happiest. –her. –I hugged her and said: That’s why you’re here, I was thankful – thank you for being born – and to be here for Masculine. [she said at same time]

September 6th, 2025

My desire to show off is futile