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Struggling Without You

Posted by Aubrey's Arch on November 29, 2017November 30, 2017

Showing you how bad
I’m struggling without you
would be a scarcity

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Wonder Songs

That the spirit in me is team ego. What if a girl got to the right area to find the court. Trauma scar. I’ve never had such blank desires March 17, 2026
That did my dreams did that – that did my army did that March 7, 2026
Let your living art be your legacy • Let me finish a project I got called on March 7, 2026
You must behave because the image that the God sees you. You must behave because the image as the God sees you March 3, 2026
That you put a notebook outside of Manhattan that changed the world February 3, 2026
I die in the ambitious of the Sunroom. Masculine: when I die: don’t die in the Sunroom. His mom: You should visit me in Florida. Masculine to me: when I die [him] don’t die in the Sunroom [me] because he wanted to pass along January 17, 2026
People paint faster with honor January 3, 2026
Cleopatra. Glass barrels with 11 medium walls January 3, 2026
This is not realizing the truth by psychologically destroying who you are December 26, 2025
Who’s in the middle. I am free in the flame of life. Right person wrong panels. The Yod of God December 26, 2025
Legal access using a hub expressing it. Finger nail polish. You are fire in Lord. Almost in extension zone mood. 39 minutes. I am from ___,___,___… I need that you know. One tapestry – 2 blades. Military doctor December 26, 2025
A vortex in the heaven if you remember that one December 12, 2025
Love the 5th dimension special of this language December 12, 2025
I am free in the flame of life • You are fire in Lord December 11, 2025
Be beautiful – it is a choice at the end • Someone announced Masculine and I are exceptional blue energy and just a delight to work with and be around. … Me blow out candles –/oil/flames and people everywhere helping. It was cool Masculine and I were called out while I was Asian walking down the [a]isle December 10, 2025
The beginning of a page you end • Going this one place with sunrises and sunsets December 4, 2025
Should totally have use of Shaman December 4, 2025
Better if I’m by myself—own white magic –Unicorn • Me driving down road—me driving down road calling 911—saying Christ is Lord. The shared journey, kiosk. → ladies said with 2 other things after • I knew moving out here climbing trees and such December 1, 2025
I haven’t thought about ending it with blue jays but you did November 28, 2025
And all the greatest musicians never meant to retire November 22, 2025
An event that wasn’t hid from the world –Charlie. An event that saved the world. World cry. Channel the window of relevant answers in the windows of opportunity. The title, that’s not a no big deal to get that thing we did November 21, 2025
We were about your family gathering – here. Toe to steel knives November 20, 2025
He said something about the snake needing to be in control October 31, 2025
I was crying out of humility [know you] [I know you]. Unless what I gave you was life changing –Mac. Unless what I gave you was awesome singing, chants we sang. Chants we sang. ‘Take me down to the paradise city where the grass is green and the girls are pretty’ October 31, 2025
Following a significant amount of energy around spiritual debt. Spiritual debt is the unpaid karma. In your image say yes October 31, 2025
Almost ready for his evaluation – so it’s just really beautiful. Happy evaluation in China October 29, 2025
Sometimes I feel I get caught in her eyes surprisingly October 29, 2025
The baby’s effected by your work situation. Stole from me and it was left at my table. The God of life man – the perfect place October 28, 2025
I can’t believe things pregnant were that much of a legend October 27, 2025
How far in advance I played. Good report card. We did good job. Divine pecking order. Exactly the character of Columbus day, huge. [Enhance shipment]. … Excellent vibe on my reason, how it takes years to go away. It’s all simple statements until it’s all clear October 23, 2025
Its life cycle would turn the fan once it started building October 23, 2025
Consecutive checks. Me laying with my exact match—my energy body – zodiacs sign and took people getting comfortable. After a bit it didn’t matter to him who saw and it was surprising to others – … It was so nice being able to be held and embraced by an exact energy. Took going against the grain but worked. This is your right to carry on the legacy. Some kind of break in society, some kind of break that this happened to me October 21, 2025
My work’s miles and miles of hard work • I love you God, assigning me the same as my ancestors. Haven’t you ever been set free – happiness is your best. –white ghosts/melody. Ghosts sliding October 19, 2025
I wonder if daily growth was a part of it. [Yoga]. Me actively avoiding the steps. With tumultuous love connections—love always seems hard to find October 19, 2025
Early with no warning signs. 400 nights – 400 toys. So that this would be sitting on the globes that they’re sitting on. So that these will be sitting on the globe that they’re sitting on October 17, 2025
Say no price tag to Christian Dior. She missed the message. That’s all I do – fire this and fight a dragon. Think it could be possible – a woman of life and proposal. I’m catering your flame with me. ‘I’m carrying your love with me’ –melody October 17, 2025
I was invently hanging onto every word you said. Everybody’s calling for karma. Intently listening to every word you swing open. With the steady field electronic. Sunny Cavalier October 13, 2025
So a fishy seems fishy. Catacomb – working there at the Egypt mummy—mummy placed/place for cats. Was one ever left in—in too long → only if I forgot to call the next day but they show up → a human with feet hanging on wood upside down. Wood rotating – cats/humans → getting mummified October 10, 2025
My karma and my door are 1 • Are you dating life protectors. 1 for the guy you sent home. –Masculine October 9, 2025
That I let her eat children/an awful illusion. A king’s mother to just lay the castle on him. A king’s mother just to stick it in because you’re hot—that’s wrong of me October 9, 2025
–So many songs all enjoyable. It doesn’t matter how famous you are or big of audience. Keep going October 6, 2025
This person in your life – you’ve suspended their page • There’s so many liabilities that change your life October 5, 2025
Best type of connection present day. I like both but I want to feel like a lady at the end of the day. … Decided to go with my deep gut and knowing October 1, 2025
Make sure you’re with someone [that thinks] you’re beautiful September 28, 2025
Nobody told you – you have access to real evidence. Plato speed things up as well September 28, 2025
‘Want you’ ‘baby I’ma need you’. The way the twins make it a hot burden. The way the twins make it a hot burden [Taylor Swift]. Didn’t know what to say. A group of ladies setting up a party – for September ____ all had deer ears on September 26, 2025
Shadow of Lumen – shadow huge September 24, 2025
Is it one of these palms, I’m in great memory. Circle garden feature with hand held wood ornaments with palm facing up → bird feeder type. We were looking for what to find and we spiraled around arrow vibe looking [that’s awesome]. and. I’m still wondering/worried about Jesus poisoning Josiaha with a gun. [Judah]. Palm out face up. [ {∅} drawing of scene] Garden pointing with vine arrows → we were looking for what to take → grab as keepsake prize. [Masculine & I]. A loose end pic. Navy blue soldiers September 22, 2025
My desire to show off is futile September 19, 2025
I love you so much I can’t wait to carry you on the wings September 14, 2025
Masculine being rude on wanting to hear details – –me using the power of Jesus/tapping into channeling for protection. Masculine and Sister tossing folded clothes to me and me explaining then Masculine walk away. Me really feeling the power and protection of Jesus. Recalls seeing that come through September 14, 2025
Transformation ritual. The master of the 5th dimension. The birth of Faye September 12, 2025
How are those gates recommended by God. –cats September 5, 2025
All protected. It’s your karma – it’s your Gods. Pantheon September 4, 2025
Quiet the shoulders. Quite the dream. They play what they feel. – Spirit guide DJs August 23, 2025
Your wonderful extensions will keep him up August 21, 2025
She could of been like Egyptian. Same qualitys and craftsmanship August 21, 2025
I think we’ll be okay, I think we’re on his side. Only other 1 I had met – Gold in her lungs August 16, 2025
A bird on her way home isn’t supposed to get out + Sadness only fixes memory August 15, 2025
Me talking to Sister about writing and saying I knew she was and all/many females have and why hide it under a rock – why have a gift and hide it under a rock → I have been called—called to put out for a reason, as a witness, a ____. She didn’t agree with me sharing – I said I move forward as I see fit. An example, a witness August 13, 2025
I’m about to forgive you. Heart oak of forgiveness August 6, 2025
You will write a forehead → I will write a divine gift by God August 1, 2025
Inside all codes: Hiring Angels July 27, 2025
That’s the hand of God speaking. I really wanna make time before my decision. Take it to the hair. I got big hair and I cannot lie. Genetic. Terms and conditions apply. The studio loan you have given up July 25, 2025
Xexpressed – Brandyn’s a beautiful soul—She did not want to go into early labor. I listened intently when it was brought up July 24, 2025
If you don’t lay it down by a god July 23, 2025
Don’t forget, you often have a state t-shirt. –Native t-shirt. Good God, why can’t people hold up her legacy. –Old lady museum July 18, 2025
I’ve got a million books I’ve prayed to never the end. [Starrybucks] July 18, 2025
The other side of Charlotte’s web. –Masculine. The other side of Charlotte’s web. A square inch of my memory that I miss every night. I love faith—I love hope. Momentum flying July 4, 2025
It is a precious resource ’cause it’s mine. –gemstone. It is a precious resource ’cause it’s mine. Underground. Glass of water spilling over when Masculine moved. Stare at the world regulator. This mood took on everyones. Overwhelmingly cold ghost like feeling through body – hard nipples. Overwhelmingly cold ghost like feeling. No longer a negative focus on the ladder. I want to get over this period. Super cold again June 28, 2025
Same thing – these are wings for me girl June 28, 2025
Millennia like this. When I looked at it and closed my eyes directly. This one’s going to go fast – not going to spend this money for this old guys. I don’t understand what’s going on and the room for that potential June 28, 2025
That part of the damn damp – I always believe in a ghost. ← [Wine grapes], Grapes that regrow back, Airbnb wine grapes. –Masculine and I June 27, 2025
Karma karma karma karma. You are dancing with the devil. /demons/you are. [Karma’s what I base my life on]. Me drinking coffee, Feminine, myself, on tall hotel room and when come down were in auto parts store. Feminine took hat and acted as her own. Store lady caught her because of security tag. Talking about charges, she then asked if she can pay. So I guess you need to air swallow some of this pride. So I think you need to air swallow some of this pride. When [I like her, she’s real] The banister said girls he like, I walked away. For successes it’s been hard to watch the highs and the lows. Don’t pay attention to dollars and figs. Dollars and figs. I play this all the time –black chick. Can you prove to me a second time. Are you that broke. A step above pride June 27, 2025
They got things done quickly and efficiently. That creates a whole new world together – lightning strikes. Masculine and I. That create a whole new world together – lightning strikes. Barnaba – I corumba. Me tinting @ Masculines – his Mom watching [evolutionary] and I was almost done –[rinkled iron]. And last bit challenging trim without crease June 27, 2025
It felt as light as a feather—It was emotional abuse June 21, 2025
The second commandment. Give me time to handle this back of the woods and situation. Pure white underbelly. The woman found in this calendar is dead. I was there so long. [dream]. Sister event could or… . God gave it to us good. A renter’s edition. If I’m being too serious honey. –Masculine. You let it be your master. Why aren’t you alive lady –doll grabbed my thumb/squeezed my/her 3rd eye. Why aren’t you alive lady –her hands squeezed my finger. hands squeezed my finger June 20, 2025
7-8 foot monster. Navigate a world that I’m almost changing June 20, 2025
People who act in great memory. People who act in their great memory June 20, 2025
God’s gift typically manifest out of desire June 19, 2025
Crosses are a hydration presence. Presence/pressure/my pressure. Manufacturing defects, you came to the right place. Bucket list. Rollercoaster ride. I get to like work with that the best I can June 19, 2025
Placement matters. You were like quite familiar with those songs. My school builder work. Like it’s too holy you should speak to it. You’re the only 1 that matters –Masculine to me June 19, 2025
Airtight – just ask about it – prayer June 14, 2025
I said Lightning unto—In the beginning was the word – I compared the Bible to what I was reading and said aloud. People no so much response. Maintenance said: Look that was Brandyn 6 months ago • 2 girls dead corpses in book/sink. I wondered if I should remove their bodies. before decay. I got exiled – a great prophet – exiled. Reunited with yourself June 14, 2025
Good work like a feather – let me go get some lunch June 14, 2025
Sometimes you know too much Sundied. Give us this day – our daily bread. It’s actually helping me – me being away. Hold you to look at me—world peace. Relationship is a resting place June 14, 2025
Telepathically I wrote life or death June 14, 2025
I’m going down this road. Spirit message – because I was walking softly. Bubble bath. Right time right place. Baby you’re so hit or miss with the paper towels. Line it up – I don’t think there’s going to be a vibration issue. Soaps and suds. You wanted what I got. You wanted what I got –Masculine to me. A good good good good person June 13, 2025
I typically wrote for bathroom in New York. High quality. When you look into the freight of a woman’s eyes. Magical. All owners of the exact same thing –chapbook –Lord’s chapbook. All owners of the exact same thing –Lords chapbook. National help launch a post day. Me—your wife—and your different wife—your phone June 12, 2025
Float somebody up to a joy mission with this June 10, 2025
A farm fighter. Conclusion:. After my hardest decade ever [I lost it]. … ‘Coming in late from work, you better put that woman first’. Pop culture religion. Wood place. Fire places. Trying to out ran you. The best ever. A certain breed. … Look at your … up in your Honda [heart]. The movement. Was allowed to be herself but I was not—After a year of this. Grand cross. His warning.? His warpath.? Matilda. Motion is his choice of what he did –Salesman. Nothing is permanent in a narcissist head. The work I’m doing is too permanent. Jesus Christ. It’s not a bad thing –mini plunger. Open toe. Grass roots when I am Thunder. Razzle dazzle. I was 1 of your feathers. IRS. Embrace your life – love. Eminem/Pink Panther. A pitbull. Houdini June 6, 2025
‘Can I go where you go—can we always be this close’. Paramount. A pathway of extended bliss. Everytime you purchase this – you purchase a dream. –… . I have reasonable debt. The mother of her 2 children. … The divine is always on your side. Protecting. [You’re doing all the work!]. [Ain’t too proud to beg]. … My comment cards are in heaven and God/Divine will repay and rename my honor. The Wizard of Oz that’s waiting for the holy grail June 6, 2025
It’s been a duality – It’s been a complex situation – I haven’t done anything wrong May 31, 2025
Soft white underbelly. A head lock with you – hold up we’re in love. Hypothetical. Spirit has a way of revealing things. Crystal sneeze. [vision when sneezing]. You were filled up with my nights in a lot of prayer. ’Hot mess school girl in curls’. ‘I’ll do it’. I’d rather stay in my emotions and I know I’d be happy home. The seeds are planted. Becoming sanctuary. Incredibly West when the Sun goes down. May 30, 2025
A guy that has night and blue vision. –Masculine. I know all the ritz here. Masculine did bring me over a flower and [potted plant] May 30, 2025
If you still make a difference in this world, make something May 24, 2025
The great vine book pushed me May 24, 2025
No world sees 2 guys protecting each other as embarrassment May 23, 2025
Guides from New York spirit team. As sadly. Blue jays on his head—Blue jays on his spine. May 11th, 2025 May 16, 2025
See a masculine – make me fall in love with you at home May 9, 2025
Know Jesus, don’t live that short life –Brandyn to Masculine in a dream May 9, 2025
The Academy heartbreak [was the best thing that’s ever happened to me]. Upper hand. Man. Life will make it your mission May 9, 2025
Arnett. ‘What the world needs now is love sweet love’. ‘Love sweet love’. Don’t be afraid of talking human subconscious. Just ’cause I was correct, doesn’t mean I need to get punished. … Lost sync. Nsync. Radio read [Lost sync] May 8, 2025
Multi eye[s] and what do you know. Beautiful whore. Typical response. Low volume god carpentry. You have taken on this cycle of snow. Model May 8, 2025
Your flame is your personal oyster to God. Production rate increase. Mercury in Gemini. 29° sidereal. The anaretic degree, the fame degree—the critical degree. Foundational trauma to let their husbands do that. Surrounding/providing us 15 minutes where we can chill. Every phone call complete. Bakers dozen. ‘There you are crying again’. Bottom of the well for that one—PTSD with me –him. Light my spirit of sanity. Like yin and yang. Like what you see May 8, 2025
5 minute walk. Shape shifters. So he’s basically flowing. Your money. 5D work. Money/5D work May 8, 2025
Leaving trails of distraction. destruction. Everything was fine. Quiet self reliance. … Because I was wondering if I was writing something akin to that. Emerald Tablet. Something is veiled. That’s actually why I want to speak. To keep you safe from harm. in protection bubble. You can be friends with them – I just don’t think it’s going to be eternal –Masculine to me. Elite. Our register is spinning. The star. Because she was dealing with untampered meat. I lost who I was and I killed myself. Breathing sun—Breathing stars. They moved the dates for ____ ____ April 25, 2025
Its creative power –license plate –Masculine. Its creative power. Fruity pebbles. I lost my life for you –Masculine/God. [I lost my life for] you/Masculine/God. Healed. The best creative power. ‘Cause I found a snowing cad that changed everything. A snowing cad April 25, 2025
So sticky – the sticky icky codes of twin flames. Cope with a meaningful loss April 24, 2025
Some extra support on your end. Because God knows the warpath I was on April 23, 2025
Urge God’s coin, I don’t understand. Allies – Spiritual allies. Something’s happening so hard now. –Brother. Something happened so far now. Warm hat under a tree with a burning bush. [Tight] [spaces]—hot spaces April 18, 2025
The internet goes wild. Strong sense of total movement. Christ consciousness. I am very prophet at what I do. Who I am. … You feel like you both can’t figure out each other. You feel like you both can’t figure out each other. ← things have changed. Hillary’s internet shoe—Hillary’s innocent shoe. Sabator disorder = Savior/sabotage. Hillary’s savior/sabotage April 18, 2025
I was a prophet and getting comfortable with being a prophet. The energetics shift and it’s a limbo game. 69 through. I own you. Cosmic forces. Walk away in Hampton. It’s all about reality. Go where your best friend is. Naturally. Energetics were coins being flipped, and just be where and you’ll be ready to expand. A prophet – you do good work. They begun authentic versions of themselves. They remember being authentic versions of themselves. I’ll never turn you down April 18, 2025
Get some fairy tale fresh air April 18, 2025
I’ve had figure 8 the long way April 17, 2025
The long path looked like _ _. Your figure 8’s are as good as John Bauers –vision/house with snow – moving with directions. We already live together—I don’t like spending this much time apart. This is very fun for you and Dad – get fun with Mom and I. Masculine: I cannot make you happy. The play away – this is how life is going to change. Black Bonzo press is the only Johnson film I have. Divine law of gravity April 10, 2025
‘Suffer – or is this the end – when will I see you again’. ‘Sweet sweet love’. The energy of by myself –Chopsticks. Leave her alone. I’m really tired and I need profound rest. Magnetism. You don’t want to break a profound healing. ‘At night I lock the doors where no one else can see’. Fire burning in your eyes. Exclusion April 10, 2025
Challenged. Activated. Improvement. We mark your reward – fire engine all 4’s—people raise coffee table to light – we mark your reward April 10, 2025
Now that 12 years ago – you’ve done some work! And now that was 12 years ago you’ve done some work. work. Are you kidding me – I’m blown away right now. Last 10 years you’ve searched and nothing was found – are you kidding me – I’m blown away right now. Me having items [Had onions before] the past 10 years you’ve searched and nothing was found. I’m blown away right now. Items—flags getting ready for 4th of July. Flags/old/… . And I’m scared now. Sounds famous. Missing you sounds famous. [You got something to say]. [Pray for me]. Spread the good word. The stuff that I buy is so healthy – you couldn’t argue otherwise. [Well this is me praying God] certain activity April 10, 2025
In ocean with coffee and some water/ocean came in and too salty—I tried dumping it out. You are to tie the knot with 3 individuals April 9, 2025
Your time is now. Get off on that and you’re my protector. Lullaby. I cherish you. House on stilts. That’s not what I’m looking for. Hey whatever this is we can get through together. Injury/souvenir. Better luck next time. [dream]. Police sirens in country. The book of Entitlement. Hyper masculine and feminine love. Building. ‘Backslide’. Some college degree. World change. Line of sight April 4, 2025
Am I getting treated worse than an enemy by them –yes. You get caught being cold. ‘You deserve an award for the role that you play’. Ex cheerleader’s patient. I know this is how love heals the world. Life’s about going on and not going backwards. Has played me with playtime dreams April 4, 2025
Wing master – you are obviously Cupid March 28, 2025
Romance writer. I can only write for my twin flame like this. Thinking he would find the statue of liberty. Do the research man. That was already some fury – Sigma empath. Not a judge in sight but you and me. Judge me fairly. God’s design = 3rd entity over our love. Where there is one or more in union, God will illuminate and the trinity is born. Sacrificial wisdom March 28, 2025
Winner was twin flames March 28, 2025
The wheel of fortune cookie March 28, 2025